Last night was another bad night for sleep. Granted, I took that late nap yesterday, so what did I expect? Today I'm having some rapid thoughts and feel like I'm in a mixed state. I can't tell if the whole world is swirling around me while I'm completely still, or if I'm the one who is spinning. It's a sickening feeling. It's like an itch I can't scratch. I want to pull my hair out and distort my face and pluck out my eyeballs.
Maybe the meds are trying to find a level ground among all the jagged rocks. Maybe they will find home soon. God, I hope so.
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