Okay, so I got over COVID and felt really good for about three days...and then the symptoms started all over again. I'm told this is common, or at least possible, to have symptoms on and off for a while. I don't know if it's that knowledge or just the crappy way I feel, but I'm feeling pretty depressed.
And of course, of course, I keep thinking about this time last year, what was going on, and it still hurts a lot. Will I ever completely heal from it? Am I even supposed to? I need to look forward and not backward. Things are good now, or at least they seem to be. I have no reason to feel otherwise. But the hurt, it's still there, and I mourn what I went through last year. At the same time, I'm in awe that I survived it. It happened and I got through it. That's something to be thankful for. I know I couldn't have done it without God. He held me through it all and I will never forget that love and comfort.
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