Venting

My mom is rebelling against the healthy food I've been making and refusing to eat it. What I've made has been very delicious, in my opinion. She starts this crap every time I try to better myself in any way. I don't think it's my imagination. She truly tries to sabotage me. At least Douglas is supportive.

Truth be told, I'm experiencing emotional problems due to the withdrawals from sugar. But still, my mom upsets me. She always has to find some way to complain and be critical of me. Growing up I thought she was only critical of me and it really made me feel like something was wrong with me. But now she is critical to Douglas and my children as well. So I guess that's just how she is. I've put up with it for 38 years, I guess I'll deal with until she dies and then I will miss her and feel guilty about having these feelings of resentment.

Ugh, just needed to vent. I had a panic attack earlier today and I just can't seem to get myself under control. It may be an early to bed night for me.