I haven't felt well today. Sick and exhausted is more like it. I'm having trouble functioning, but I did make a menu and grocery list, cook, and wash dishes. Nevermind the twenty things I needed to get done in addition to that, but I dealt with the most pressing matters.
By the way, since no one is reading this but myself, I figure I can complain as much as I want to without anyone telling me I shouldn't. I realize my recent posts have been a bit gloomy. I have tried to remain upbeat and optimistic in real life, but the weight of my depression is making that harder and harder to do. And yet, throughout the day, I find myself feeling fine and content. It's when I'm too tired to remain busy that I dwell on the darkness. I tried to perk myself up today with a double energy shot and Mountain Dew, but it just made me feel worse. Caffeine doesn't work on me anyway.
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