Electric Thoughts

After such a terrific day, I find that I am having rapid thoughts and anxiety. I'm also irritable. I need to just go to bed, but I don't think I can shut down my mind. I have so many ideas coming at me at once. I have a lot to do before Thanksgiving. I have a lot to do on my book. I have a lot to do with homeschooling. I have a lot to do, a lot to do, a lot to do! Good grief! I guess I'll take some Benadryl and see if that chills me out. Then tomorrow, maybe I can make a rational plan of some sort. Main priority is making it through Thanksgiving. I have two days to cook for, on actual Thanksgiving day and the Sunday after. The Sunday after meal is here, God help me. I cannot begin to describe what a holy hell mess this house is in. I'm too embarrassed to post a picture. I need to find a starting point on that and dig in. I did get my son to put some toys away today, so that is good. That's a start. I don't know why I find it so hard to focus on anything long enough to get it done. I need to go to bed. We are going to see my mom at rehab tomorrow. Those visits always wear me out for some reason. And make me hungry. Weird. Ugh, I need to go to bed. Shutting up now.