New Plans for November

So...tomorrow I am supposed to embark on my NaNoWriMo experience, but my heart's not in it. I'm so tired. I have been spending as much time as possible at the hospital, considering I can't drive myself and I don't have a babysitter. And when I'm home the house just doesn't seem right without my mom here. I keep thinking I hear her in another room. Her dogs continue to miss her, and I didn't realize how much upkeep her dogs and cat take in addition to my two dogs. My son has been a little emotional due to this ordeal so he needs extra Mommy time. All the stars are stacked against writing, it seems. Normally I would say I am just making excuses, but I think my mom having a heart attack is a valid reason not to write a book in one month. So I'm just going to focus on family for now. Maybe next year I will do it, and I do promise to fit in writing whenever possible once life settles down.