Bipolarly

You are great with people, but whether that interaction energizes or exhausts you depends. All interaction exhausts me. I love my family, but it's tiring to be ON all the time with no downtime to recoop. I get lonely, but not because I am alone. I get lonely because I feel so vastly misunderstood and ignored and unimportant. I often feel less lonely by myself than with people. I don't even connect with animals. I think there's something broken in me 

Give me a good book or a page to write on and I am home.  Give me a good song and I am home.  But put me in a crowd of people, and I am lost with no compass.