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Friday, September 20, 2013

What It Really Means to Have Bipolar Disorder


It means being told your feelings are wrong, stupid, invalid.  Whatever the situation, you're always told you are overreacting.  As if your broken heart is something to be ashamed of.  As if your anger is misled. As if your happiness is abnormal. And yes, maybe it is.  Maybe it always is.  But you take any one person and tell them over and over that they overreact to everything, that they're "not supposed to" feel that way, and what does it do?  That's right. It chisels the life out of them, chip by chip, until they don't trust themselves or anyone else.  And there's no pills to fix that.

2 comments:

Kathy said...

I HAVE BEEN MISJUDGED ALL MY LIFE. I AM NOW 56 YEARS OLD AND MOST MY COUSINS DO NOT TALK TOO ME AND THINK I CAN BE MEAN AND TROUBLED...I HAVE A HARD TIME LIKING MYSELF AND THESE TYPE OF PEOPLE MADE ME FEEL ANGRY AND SAD. BUT I HAVE TO SAY THAT IS THEIR LOSS AS I REALLY DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE....MOST OF THEM HAVE ISSUES, I JUST ACKNOWLEDGE MINE....
KATHLEN

Amy Purdy said...

Hi, Kathy. I can definitely relate, as I have had many family members and "friends" walk out of my life for whatever reason...maybe they think I'm contagious? Or they are just embarrassed. It's very hurtful, but like you said,it's THEIR loss. They aren't perfect either. They just like to pretend they are to make themselves feel better I guess.